The lovely turned to be the hurted

I always wonder that I would be a growing fat, old, stupid, and pathetic woman. Damn! My score for this semester is totally prat. My final exam turned out to be 40 out of 100, which was holly crap. Dear, it hurts me so much. How dare those people (tutor or whoever) to give me such an awful score. I still do not believe what I have seen. It feels that I did the exam well and studied hard. ! As a result, there would be a tremendous degradation on my grade point average or IP. And, it would become worst, since I do believe that my statistic final score would turn bad either.

It beyonds my expectation. I constantly read the book, did homeworks, studied hard for exams and quizzes. I just love that subject and the cases. How could this situation be possible to be true… Seriously, it hurts me. I really want to see my real script. Were those people who responsible for scoring me had any problem with anything about myself? If so, why it supposed to be my score.

Was there any correlation with my someone’s curse several days ago? I am afraid it was. The impact of this matter is so directly permeated. I stop smiling for a while and even I refuse to eat. What I want to do now is just staying alone in my bedroom, crying, and thinking how stupid I was. I broke my promise to my Dad to get straight A this semester and to remain my GPA . It is no longer to be true.

Seriously, it hurts me.